my life as I see thingsAugust 15, 2007 2:22p.08.

Only two days till surgery and it’s starting to get to me. The smoking has been going ok for now i’m still chewing gum and cut back, it really sucks and it is really hard to do . It’s been 20 years now that i’ve had this nasty habit and its the last addiction for me to quit.The toughest so far.

Anywho’s i will go for now .

Have a great day!…Amanda

my life as I see thingsAugust 10, 2007 2:22p.08.

Today is my first day of not smoking..have to quit or my surgeon won’t do my surgery. I have to say it’s been a little difficult like when I first wake up and have my coffee it’s the only time I really enjoy having a cigarette..So I’m chewing gum provided by my husband and suggested by my little sis.I’m chewing like crazy ..I catch myself chewing harder when I have a craving…This is probably the toughest bad habit to break for me since ive been smoking for 20 years. So I need to read , write type whatever it takes to not think of a cigarette.

Only one more week till my surgery ,,can not wait!

Have a great day …Amanda

my life as I see thingsAugust 2, 2007 2:22p.08.

Ok off to surgery for me on August 17th. Not really stressed at this point just want the damn pain to stop. It sounds like a simple surgery and out in one day as long as everything goes smooth!

Yay!

So I still haven’t figured out how to post a picture here I will try again when i’m done.

Have a great day…Amanda